I was calm- eyes closed, ready to slip off onto a deep slumber-
only to be wakened by a mind that wonders-
when my eyes first opened- you were the first thought-
the first thing that in my over-whelmed mind was sought.
wondering do we fit, and is so how?
what can I say to this "cat", what will he allow-
me to express his way- to let him know that I'm really interested-
in a different level of his conversation- wanting to build a more
intimate relation- find out what else we have in common-
and act on those impulses, we know that we've felt long before the first hello.
seems as though when I part my lips to release words- he has the ability to know-
my thoughts, their process, the things about him- the qualities he possess-
is something unreal- and I want to continue this journey without worry of time-
not put a measure or speed, wanting to venture in blind...
closing my eyes to jump into his arms- knowing that he's there to catch me-
somehow I know this is for me-
I mean to know him- to grow- to live and let go--
of everything else that has had me unwilling to take a chance-
since knowing him- my look on love and life has been enhanced-
inspiration, he has opened me- verbally-
I really want to explore this new found energy...
The one that has attracted me to such a person- not knowing why-
and not really even caring- just living for the moment to feel his touch-
after hearing such beauty from one individual-
the physical presence is wanted so much!
if that look in his eyes, can be that look I wanted to see,
if that feeling, that person he has made me feel like- is really me!
to see if more than this- a wish, can and will come true-
to see if more than a kiss, pure bliss, can be shared between me and you-
fully functioning from feelings out of my control-
wanting to follow it thru, ready for whatever to unfold,
ready to see- ready to be- ready to let the world know-
what he has done for me...
fortunate to have discovered this- gift,
this alternative medicine that eases the pain...
much thought has been put into this before attempting
want speak his name...
if you can only feel what I'm feeling- then you will know I'm for real...
he is the key "element" to this joy that I feel...
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