Uniquely Undefined.... By Kanday Reign

I am me no matter what it may seem like to you.
my opposites make me who I am and dictate what I do.
I am the only one like me,
but my style can be compared to many.
my attitude is positive but at times,
I can get grime and gritty.
a social butterfly, with an anti-social look on my face,
big bully, proud when I walk thru,
but have respect for others' space.
very straight forward, and laid back in my style,
not afraid to speak my mind.
quiet at times, but out spoken,
uptight, with a drop of dime unwind.
Tomboy by nature,
I'm more than a woman with a feminine touch,
Love to eat food- cooking is my thing!
But, can't stand to eat too much.
not a liar,
but sly and conniving
when it comes to plotting on conspiracies plotted against me
confined to my lifestyle,
don't like change much,
but find myself wanting to be free.
loose cannon that loves to be in control, never one to disrespect.
one who has the nastiest mouth
when I need to put you in check.
hot headed, cool tempered, stagnated go-getter,
willing to give up some things, but never a quitter.
one that doesn't cry much but when I do, I cry rivers.
tough cookie with a soft heart,
always been able to tell what the end looks like from the start.
my future is mapped out from me knowing my past,
and this once thought "loser" will succeed.
losing the bullshit that keeps me losing,
gaining the winning things I need.
natural fad and phase rebel,
writer of my life and death, and a daily dream chaser.
I can not be categorized,
love and hate being organized
rule breaker who plays by the book that was designed
to destruct my construction of the future I desire.
mentally challenged intelligent achiever,
flame blower with allot of fire.
As I stand here, before you all....
I have grown to become what you see...
still growing, and enjoy knowing
that I am a uniquely undefined.... ME...

© 2009 By Kanday Reign

Consider It Done-- Cause I'm The Only One!

I am a multiracial bombshell- zodiac is the lioness- China's fiery dragon--- 30's new 20's-- and when I'm at my worst, I always end up being the best. Curvaceous, creative, dominate, American native, with a strong sense of self and sensuality. Now, I don't think that I'm the best damn thing walkin' - fuck it! I do, but you can't get mad at me. I have given my time, effort and talents to many, and now, it's time to get some of it back-- I'm not just saying this cause I'm bitter- and as a matter of fact-- I'm good! If you only knew me-- you would see and say the same thing. Just think of all the joy, just knowing me could bring. My aggressiveness stems from my need to break through barriers most dare to even come close to-- and alot of people would walk away from their destiny- and most do... But, that's not me, and will never be, cause you see- embedded in me are kingdoms- talents, experiences and an undying love for life altogether-- and I'm more than powerful enough to withstand and take command ANY kind of weather. I've been there, done that, died inside, and was brought back- but above and beyond it all-- I'm still here. So, now what? Well, let me make myself clear.... I am more than sure of myself- more than just the woman you see- I consider myself more than just flesh and bone- I'm a conqueror- I AM ROYALTY. I have created beautiful things, and have I innocent lives that count on me- so I have to be the best damn me-- that I can be! I'm not just a lover- I'm a fighter. I'm an artist, and a writer. I design from within'- bringing out what has been- trapped away lying dormant- and now, I won't hold back any longer. And, they say that what doesn't kill you-- only makes you stronger! Well, that's not all, I aim to last way past others -- cause I'm true to myself- in the end when I look in the mirror-- there is nobody else! Have I been honest with me- have I given in to someone else's wants that has left me paralyzed and loving myself less than more? That shit ain't happening again- so you can call me selfish and say that this approach is uncalled for. Call me arrogant, call me a bitch, call me a problem- well, that part's evident. Cause I am prepared to do me at whatever the cost- too much time in my life has been lost! I'm in control- can't blame anyone else for my short comings and bad decisions but me... So, this time around--- I'm standing my ground-- getting it right the FIRST time-- and I WILL FULFILL MY DESTINY....
© 2008 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

Just Because :: Ode' To Women (Spokenword Piece) By Kanday Reign

Just because you went that extra mile to make sure I stayed out of trouble-

When I was-- you still stayed near- true to your purpose--

True to your being--

your creation is a priceless design...

You are no match for anyone- and my love for you--

reflects the love you

FIRST had for me--

allowing God to use your vessel to bring forth life...

I know the transitions and trials I put you thru were hard-

but you stood firm-

Gave me a foundation- stability was found in you--

even when your world was in chaos.

At nite, I would hear you cry--

asking for blessings that seemed far fetched--

I didn't understand then- but now-

I have matured and found out that you just cared

No matter what I did, I was a part of you-

and you never wanted me to suffer-

Never wanted me to see pain-

agony and the truth about this world--

Even though, you knew I would...

I pour out my heart, and ramble on like this,

cause this is never said--

We just think it- and it's not fair to you!

You have been able to stand in the gap

For many years-

because you were designed to carry not only your worries and strife

But the weight of the world on your back-

even if you have no man to hold help you stand

"You do it because you have to..."

Your instinct- your God-given nature-

And they wonder why you cry...

Why you are the way you are-

Not knowing that you are a gift-

a find that is rare- always will be--

And that knowing you-

is like knowing the ways of the Creator-

For he loved us enough to create us-

nurture us- guide us-

NO matter what we have become...

You have that same instinct--

We have been blessed,

all of us who have ever had a woman come into our lives-

To give birth to us, to nurture us, to raise us up,

supports us, guide us, protect us,

Feed us, clothe us, confide in us, cheat on us,

yell at us, fight with us, stand by us,

Marry us, laugh with us, cry with us, trust us,

make love to us, just to be in her presence-

No matter the reason- so- her day should as special as her creation...

No matter mother or childless--- She's the closest to heaven-

We will ever know as long as we walk the earth...

© 2008 Kanday Reign All Rights Reserved.