At My Wit's End.... Rambling & Art

Fortunate of me to have he - I mean him come into my life

Every time he looks at me- I forget about my past strife-

What he sees in me, I will never really begin to understand it-

My love for him came freely, He didn't have to demand it.

I did what he commanded and let go of what could have killed me-

He helped me open my eyes to my future and what I will see....

He gave me no more endless nites of lonesomeness-

Not as long as he's next to me- I can lay my head in his chest.

And breathe........

Final ly I can do that without it being because of exhaustion-

He broke me out of that coffin - and I begin to rise- live

Damn- why so sacrificial for me?

Then I feel him tighten up his arms around me--

I can feel his heartbeat- sense his need for me-

Know that if could let things go- this can truly be-

The perfect lovers' destiny.....

He knows what he wants- and he knows it's me-

But I'm out of my mind at this moment in time.

He says he'll wait- and that this is just fine.

So long as when we kiss the way we do-

Breathing into and out of one another,

Touching, and feeling without hands-

Just our hearts and souls- and afterward

It's me that he holds........

I can grant him that- for now- until my heart

Has time to mend........

I'm living for the moment,

The now, the present with a true best friend-

Knowing what I want- but still confused

Feeling like I'm at my wit's end....

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